Years before the main story
Antonio’s Fatal Heart Attack
[Antonio](entity:character-recall-character-antonio-67a89596869b), [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s husband and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s father, suffered a heart attack on the kitchen floor. The family called for an ambulance, but [PAMI](entity:organization-recall-organization-pami-51859b8ebdd0) public medical service took so long to arrive that Antonio had died before it reached the house.
His death left Elena and Rita alone together, and the memory of the failed rescue later shaped their distrust of public medical care. It also established death as a physical fact that Elena could neither soften with religious language nor reverse.
When Rita was seventeen
Rita’s First School Position
Soon after [Antonio](entity:character-recall-character-antonio-67a89596869b)’s death, [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) began working at [Sacred Heart Catholic School](entity:organization-recall-organization-sacred-heart-cat-195bfd6da60a). [Father Juan](entity:character-recall-character-father-juan-4e29695bd421) appealed to the school board to give her the job despite her young age, and she became part of the institution where she would work for years.
Her employment tied the family’s life to the Catholic community, even as Rita’s relationship with its teachings remained selective and uneasy. She observed religious rituals but held fast to personal fears and convictions that did not always fit church doctrine.
Repeatedly during Elena and Rita’s adult life
The Mar del Plata Holidays
Every two years, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) rented a modest place in [Mar del Plata](entity:location-recall-location-mar-del-plata-ddae3dd88fc9) and followed the same holiday routine: they cleaned, cooked fish, and walked the seafront rather than go to the crowded beach. Their daily walks reliably became arguments, with each woman striking at the other through sharp, familiar insults before one strode ahead and silence returned.
The ritual shows both the closeness and the hostility that defined their relationship. They rarely offered tenderness directly, but the repeated walks and shared routines kept them bound to one another.
During one of the Mar del Plata holidays
The Weather Glass Sea Lion
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) spotted a small glass sea lion in a souvenir shop and decided she would buy it, despite [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s scorn for what she considered a waste of money. Before the holiday ended, Rita paid cash for it, carried it home on her lap, and later enjoyed popping the bubble wrap around it.
After Rita’s death, Elena kept the [Weather-predicting glass sea lion](entity:object-recall-object-weather-predicting-gla-c242be488031) on a prominent shelf. It had turned pink on the rainy afternoon Rita died, becoming the object through which Elena fixed that weather in memory as evidence that the accepted account of the death could not be right.
When Rita was about twenty
Rita’s Fertility Examination
Worried that [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s light and irregular periods meant she might not have a uterus, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) took her to [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) for an examination. The procedure involved inflating Rita’s abdomen with a device and positioning her body at an angle so the doctors could study her; Rita cried while Elena dismissed her distress as an attempt to make them feel bad.
An assistant briefly held and caressed Rita’s hand, but she pulled away. Dr Benegas later told Elena that Rita did have a uterus, a finding Elena understood in terms of whether her daughter could fulfil what she saw as a woman’s purpose.
Before Rita’s death
Rita and Roberto Draw Close
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) began a relationship with [Roberto Almada](entity:character-recall-character-roberto-almada-34fd0718cf6e), whom she insisted on calling her boyfriend despite [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s objections. [Roberto](entity:character-recall-character-roberto-951125a95b43) worked at the bank and was the son of [Mimí](entity:character-recall-character-mim-1cc45b48902e), the neighbourhood hairdresser; his physical disability and fear of churches made him an object of Elena’s unkind teasing.
Rita and Roberto shared strong opinions about how other people ought to live, even though they had little direct experience of the situations they judged. Their relationship became one of Rita’s few attachments beyond Elena and her work.
Before the events of twenty years earlier
Isabel’s Violent Marriage
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) married Marcos without having been in love with him. Their first sexual encounter came months after the wedding, when Marcos forcibly opened her legs and raped her; Isabel later remembered bruises and lasting pain.
She believed Marcos would not have acted alone and said that his male partner was present in the dark room. The marriage placed Isabel inside a household where her body and choices were increasingly controlled by men who claimed to know what was best for her.
About twenty years before the main story
Isabel Learns She Is Pregnant
After learning she was pregnant, [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) went to Marcos with the test results and begged him not to make her continue the pregnancy. He struck her and said he was ashamed of her, while making clear that the pregnancy would bind her to the marriage.
A nurse from Marcos’s clinic gave Isabel a slip of paper bearing the name Olga and an address for an abortion provider. Isabel went there alone, carrying the address and the laboratory results, determined not to become a mother.
About twenty years before the main story
Rita Finds Isabel Vomiting
On her way back from lunch with [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) to her afternoon work at [Sacred Heart Catholic School](entity:organization-recall-organization-sacred-heart-cat-195bfd6da60a), [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) saw [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) bent over and vomiting on the black-and-white pavement outside Olga’s. Rita was repelled at first, but she stopped when she felt an inward voice urge her to go back and help.
Isabel refused help, saying she had only a short distance to go. Rita noticed the abortion address in her hand and began arguing with her, insisting that the pregnancy was already a child and that ending it would be a sin.
That same afternoon
Rita Takes Isabel Home
Although [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) continued to refuse, she was too weak and dizzy to walk, and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) eventually took her by the arm and brought her home. [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) watched as Rita searched Isabel’s handbag for an address and phone number, then helped her carry the distressed woman into the house.
Rita locked Isabel in her bedroom and went out to find a taxi. Elena heard Isabel crying behind the door but did not go in, obeying Rita’s instructions and changing her clothes when her daughter ordered her to.
That same afternoon
Rita Forces the Pregnancy to Continue
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) told [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) that [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) had rejected motherhood and argued that a child could not exist without a mother. Isabel had answered that she did not want to be one, while Rita insisted that the decision was no longer hers to make.
Rita and Elena took Isabel in a taxi to the address on her electric bill, ignoring her repeated insistence that there was no child. Rita’s conviction overrode Isabel’s refusal, turning an attempt to seek an abortion into a forced return to the household she had tried to escape.
During the months after the pregnancy was discovered
Isabel Is Kept Under Control
After [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) was returned to her home, Marcos and his partner kept her under close watch throughout the pregnancy. Nurses attended her day and night, and Isabel was sedated and treated as if she were mentally unwell.
She said she let the others take charge because she lacked the strength to resist. The episode later became central to her understanding of the debt: she remembered [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s intervention not as a rescue but as the moment her own choice was taken from her.
About twenty years before the main story
Julieta Is Born
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) gave birth to Julieta after the pregnancy she had not wanted. She later said she had been unable to nurse the baby and never felt like her mother; she cared for Julieta and even loved her in a distant way, but did not experience the bond other people expected.
Marcos and his partner became Julieta’s parents in the fullest sense, while Isabel occupied a role for which she had no clear name. Annual family photographs and [Christmas](entity:time-recall-time-christmas-a573265d0167) cards were sent to [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24), preserving an outward image of a happy household that concealed Isabel’s estrangement.
In the years after Julieta’s birth
Rita Preserves the Family Cards
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) kept the Mansillas’ [Christmas](entity:time-recall-time-christmas-a573265d0167) cards in a folder, arranging them in order as Julieta grew older in the yearly photographs. Each card thanked Rita for bringing happiness to the family and was signed by Dr Mansilla and his family.
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) later found the cards among Rita’s belongings. Their polished family portraits seemed to confirm the success of Rita’s intervention, but they also concealed the private account [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) would eventually give of a life spent feeling like a companion rather than a mother.
Several years before Rita’s death
Elena’s First Parkinsonian Signs
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) first noticed that she could no longer get her left arm into a jacket sleeve. She adopted a shawl or poncho instead, concealing the problem from neighbours while she and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) kept the illness within their small circle.
The shawl was Elena’s first deliberate act of defiance against a body that had begun to disobey her. She later understood that the difficulty was an early sign of Parkinson’s disease, although at the time she had no name for what was happening.
After Elena’s first movement problems
Parkinson’s Disease Is Named
[Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) explained that [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s illness damaged nerve cells and disrupted the production of dopamine, which carried the brain’s movement commands to the body. [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) was beside Elena for the explanation, and both women disliked the word “degradation” used to describe the process.
Elena began to imagine her illness as “Herself,” an invading authority that controlled her feet, while dopamine became a messenger serving a dethroned king. These private figures helped her name an experience that medical terminology did not make easier to bear.
As Elena’s Parkinson’s progressed
Medication Governs Elena’s Days
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) began relying on levodopa to make movement possible. The medicine could restore her ability to walk for a limited time, but she had to wait for it to work and plan her day around its fading effects.
She built private recitations from street names, medical terms, and the figures of her illness to endure the immobile intervals. [Time measured by medication and repeated prayer](entity:concept-recall-concept-243bc19f0ca9) became the structure of her ordinary life.
Before Elena’s symptoms became obvious
The Illness Is Kept Secret
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) urged [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) not to tell people about the illness, arguing that they would pity her and that the absence of visible shaking might allow them to remain unaware. Elena did not shake, but her walk grew hesitant and the difficulty dressing became harder to hide.
As her neck stiffened and her feet stopped responding reliably, the secrecy became a kind of isolation. Her daughter knew what was happening, but Elena still preferred concealment to being reduced to an object of other people’s concern.
Years before the main story
The Parkinson’s Support Group
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) took [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) by train to a monthly Parkinson’s support meeting at [Hospital de Clínicas](entity:location-recall-location-hospital-de-cl-nicas-91e582dcdfae). There Elena saw people whose symptoms seemed to display futures she did not want to recognize: shaking, drooling, vacant expressions, and the need for ropes and railings.
A woman told Elena that patients who did not shake often had the worse course of the disease. Elena and Rita did not ask [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) about it afterward; seeing the other patients had been enough to make the possible future feel real.
As Elena’s condition advanced
Rita Becomes Elena’s Caregiver
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) increasingly helped [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) get out of bed, dress, eat, manage her medication, and use the bathroom. She cut Elena’s toenails every two weeks and tried to manage the drooling with handkerchiefs and disposable bibs, while Elena often resisted the routines intended to keep her clean.
Their care became inseparable from their arguments. Rita was devoted to the practical work but also exhausted and repelled by parts of it, while Elena experienced assistance as a reminder that her body no longer obeyed her.
As Elena’s treatment expenses increased
The Health Insurance Disputes
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) repeatedly argued with the health insurance office over limits on physical therapy, medication, and reimbursement. The office told her that a disability certificate would make authorizations easier, but Rita objected to making [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) endure yet another assessment merely to prove an obvious need.
The disputes revealed how institutions converted Elena’s illness into paperwork and quotas. Rita’s anger was directed at the employees who enforced the rules, while Elena was left to wait and watch the conflict from the side.
Fourteen months after the recommendation
The Disability Certificate
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) took [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) to the [National Services for Rehabilitation and Promotion of Disabled Persons](entity:organization-recall-organization-39da1ef9d5f6) after securing an appointment fourteen months ahead. A doctor reviewed Elena’s papers and quickly certified her disability; a legal adviser explained that [Argentina](entity:location-recall-location-27e2c37f5c3d)’s Law No. 22,431 protected access to treatment and medication.
Elena cried when she left because the staff had treated her kindly. The moment revealed how unusual simple respect had become in a life shaped by disability, bureaucracy, and other people’s impatience.
After Elena received her disability certificate
The Continuous Treatment Dispute
When [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) tried to have two boxes of Madopar authorized, an employee refused because the prescription did not contain the exact words “continuous treatment.” Rita insulted the employee, tore the prescription from her hand, and left [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) alone in the waiting area.
Elena struggled to stand from her chair, and an employee moved to help her. Rita returned and ordered the woman not to touch her mother, then told Elena to leave; Elena could only answer that she wished she could.
Throughout Rita’s life
Rita’s Rainy-Day Prohibitions
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) avoided churches during rain because she feared lightning striking the cross, and she also stayed away from a neighbour’s swimming pool in stormy weather. She observed other private rules as well, including rituals involving redheads and a local man thought to be cursed.
These prohibitions constrained her movements but were not casual habits. After Rita’s death, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) treated the church taboo as proof that her daughter could not have entered the belfry willingly on a rainy day.
In the years before Rita’s death
Elena’s Changing Body
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s symptoms spread beyond the first stiff arm: she began shuffling, drooling, struggling to swallow, and keeping her head bent by a stiff neck muscle. She used shawls, handkerchiefs, bibs, and other devices to make daily actions possible, but each adaptation marked another loss of independence.
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) urged her to look in a mirror and take care of her appearance, describing the daily work of seeing and tending to her mother’s failing body. Elena resisted, unaware of how much her condition was affecting the person who cared for her.
About two weeks before Rita’s death
The Last Hospital Assessment
[Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) admitted [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) to the hospital for tests and observation. After a battery of examinations, he told Elena and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) that she had [Parkinson-Plus syndrome](entity:state-recall-state-parkinson-plus-syndrome-8d8f4a4b68d1) and that the disease was progressing faster than expected.
He warned that Elena might soon be unable to get out of bed, feed herself, or use the bathroom without help, and that her speech and memory could deteriorate. The news made clear that Rita’s role would demand still more care, with no cure or simple solution ahead.
At the hospital assessment
Rita Challenges the Prognosis
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) demanded that [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) explain what “Plus” meant, listing the humiliations [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) already endured and asking what further suffering could possibly be added. The doctor tried to spare Elena some details, but she insisted on hearing what was in store for her.
When Dr Benegas said Rita would have to become her mother’s caregiver, Rita rejected the idea that Elena would become a baby and admitted she did not know if she could bear the future being described. Elena, meanwhile, insisted that she wanted to keep living in her own home.
The evening after the hospital assessment
Rita Burns the Care Pamphlets
At home, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) read the pamphlets [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) had given them, searching their lists of symptoms and suggested activities for anything useful. She tried to make sense of terms that described the body she was already living in and imagined a blunt alternative name for the illness.
When [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) came into the kitchen, she seized the pamphlets and burned them over the stove. Her act rejected advice that could not change the prognosis and expressed the despair she had been unable to contain during the hospital conversation.
Two days before Rita’s death
Rita Visits Dr Benegas Alone
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) visited [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) without [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a), a fact Elena learned only later from the police report. The purpose of the visit was not disclosed to her, and the missing conversation became one more gap in her knowledge of her daughter’s last days.
Elena later insisted that the visit belonged on the list of places Rita had been and wondered whether she had said something to the doctor. She could not pursue the question herself because she did not know about the appointment until after Rita was dead.
The day Rita died
Rita Arranges Elena’s Salon Visit
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) persuaded [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) to spend the afternoon at [Mimí](entity:character-recall-character-mim-1cc45b48902e)’s beauty salon for a wash, cut, dye, manicure, pedicure, and waxing. She arranged the appointment around Elena’s medication so that her mother would be able to move during the long treatment.
Elena did not want the appointment and could not understand why her appearance mattered. Rita told her that she had to look at her mother every day and wanted that experience to change, a painful explanation of how caregiving had worn down their relationship.
That rainy afternoon
Elena Endures the Salon Treatment
At [Mimí](entity:character-recall-character-mim-1cc45b48902e)’s salon, several workers helped [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) through the dyeing and washing, struggling to position her head and body. Mimí finished styling her hair and hoped aloud that she and Elena might become grandmothers, though Elena doubted that [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) would ever have a child.
Elena was shown a mirror and could see little more than an old woman beside Mimí. While she sat through the lengthy treatment, Rita was elsewhere; the salon became the last place Elena waited for her daughter to return.
A rainy afternoon on Corpus Christi
Rita Is Found in the Belfry
[Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s body was found hanging from an old rope in the church belfry. Two boys sent by [Father Juan](entity:character-recall-character-father-juan-4e29695bd421) to ring the bells discovered her and summoned the priest, who recognized Rita but did not say her name in front of them.
The rope hung from the bell’s yoke, and a chair lay overturned beneath the body. The discovery was declared a suicide, but the circumstances—especially the rain and Rita’s lifelong fear of being near a church in a storm—became the basis of [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s certainty that her daughter had been murdered.
The evening of Rita’s discovery
The Mass Continues
[Father Juan](entity:character-recall-character-father-juan-4e29695bd421) asked the police to wait until the seven o’clock mass was over rather than alarm the parish. The congregation attended beneath the body, unaware of what hung above them, while officers entered, removed their wet hats, and tried to appear like worshippers.
After communion, the rope finally gave way and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s body fell to the belfry floor. The officers documented the scene and bagged the rope as evidence, one of the few physical clues the investigation would produce.
The night Rita was found
The Official Suicide Finding
The police and coroner treated [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s death as suicide, pointing to her body, the rope, and the chair. Inspector [Benito Avellaneda](entity:character-recall-character-benito-avellaneda-51e8df144c18) was assigned to the case, though his superiors had already decided that the file should be closed and that [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) should be handled as a bereaved mother who would not let go.
Elena rejected the finding because Rita would not have gone near the church in rainy weather. The authorities treated that fear as irrelevant, leaving Elena with a conclusion she could neither accept nor disprove.
The afternoon of Rita’s death
The Police Notify Elena
A police officer came to [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s house while she was waiting to show [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) her new appearance. Before he finished speaking, Elena knew something terrible had happened; she was later taken to identify Rita’s body.
She learned that Rita had died by hanging and saw the marks left by the rope. The forensic doctor explained that Rita had died slowly by asphyxiation and had defecated as her body convulsed, making death a physical event Elena could not reconcile with the people who spoke of it in softened terms.
The day after Rita’s death
Rita’s Wake and Burial
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) chose a simple wooden coffin and a wreath marked “Your Mother,” and she sat beside [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) through the wake. She rejected the idea of leaving for the night and returned the next morning before the burial, unable to accept the daylight that would start another day without her daughter.
When the coffin was carried out, Elena walked to its handle herself, despite the expectation that only men would help. She carried her daughter’s coffin toward the cemetery, a final act of physical effort and maternal attachment.
Soon after the burial
Elena Burns Rita’s Clothes
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) could not bear the smell remaining in [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s clothes and feared seeing them on another person if she gave them away. She burned them in the yard, watching the fabric melt and burn before disposing of the leftover fasteners and metal pieces.
She saved many other belongings in a large cardboard television box, including Rita’s shoes, papers, calendar, prayer card, and the unopened letters tied with a pink ribbon. The box became a material archive of the daughter Elena had lost and the parts of her life she had refused to know.
After Rita’s funeral
The Sea Lion Marks the Rain
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) placed the [Weather-predicting glass sea lion](entity:object-recall-object-weather-predicting-gla-c242be488031) in the dining room, pushed slightly forward on the shelf between the radio and the telephone. Its pink colour recalled the rain on the afternoon [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) died.
The object kept the weather present in Elena’s daily life. For her, the rain was not incidental: it contradicted the official story because Rita had always avoided the church when storms threatened.
In the weeks after the funeral
Avellaneda Meets Elena
[Benito Avellaneda](entity:character-recall-character-benito-avellaneda-51e8df144c18) met with [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) at the police station on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, presenting himself as an inspector although he was only an officer. His superiors had assigned him to listen to her while making clear that the investigation was closed.
Elena brought [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s diary, address book, and lists of her recent movements, pressing Avellaneda to investigate rather than merely nod. Their meetings became important to both of them, though Avellaneda had little power and little evidence to offer.
During Elena’s early meetings with Avellaneda
Elena Builds a Suspect List
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) compiled the people and places connected to [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s final days, including the school, the bank, the hair salon, the health insurance office, and [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac)’s office. She added the doctor after learning Rita had visited him two days before her death, then insisted Avellaneda do his duty and examine every possibility.
She also named the two women at the insurance office because Rita had treated them badly and Elena thought the hostility might matter. Avellaneda doubted that such quarrels were a sufficient motive, but he allowed her to keep assembling her own case.
In the months after Rita’s death
Roberto Deposits Elena’s Pension
After [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) was gone, [Roberto](entity:character-recall-character-roberto-951125a95b43) offered to deposit [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s pension cheque so she would not have to manage the bank line alone. Elena accepted the practical help despite disliking him, and Roberto repeatedly told her how much he missed her daughter.
His kindness did not persuade Elena that he was innocent; she ruled him out because she believed he could not have overpowered Rita and because he had an alibi. She eventually told him to stop visiting, after he came to her kitchen crying and accepted the suicide explanation.
After Elena’s meetings with Avellaneda began
Elena Confronts Father Juan
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) went to the sacristy and challenged [Father Juan](entity:character-recall-character-father-juan-4e29695bd421) to explain how [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had reached the belfry. He insisted that Rita had taken her own life and that the only mystery was her motive; Elena answered that the rain and Rita’s fear of lightning made the account impossible.
Father Juan framed suicide, abortion, and euthanasia as wrongful uses of a body that belonged to God. Elena rejected his authority over her body and her daughter’s death, then left after asking what name remained for a woman whose child was dead.
Three months after Rita’s death
Elena Seeks Isabel
With the police case stalled and her own body increasingly unreliable, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) decided to seek out [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d), the woman [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had helped twenty years earlier. She hoped Isabel might repay what Elena understood as a debt by lending her a capable body to investigate Rita’s death.
Elena remembered the heavy wooden door and bronze fittings but not the street. She asked a car-service driver for directions, then chose the train because she disliked owing money and wanted to make the journey herself.
The morning of Elena’s journey
Elena Waits for the Second Pill
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) sat in her kitchen waiting for the second pill to take effect, trying to lift her right foot and begin the walk to the station. She recited street names, medical terms, and the figures of her illness while calculating that she had to catch the ten o’clock train before the levodopa wore off.
She feared running into neighbours who would offer belated condolences, but could not take the longer route around the bank. Her body’s dependence on medicine turned an ordinary walk into a timed and uncertain undertaking.
That morning before ten o’clock
Elena Starts the Walk
Once her right foot responded, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) used the method [Dr Benegas](entity:character-recall-character-dr-benegas-b9fcf3fe1aac) had taught her to stand from a chair and began walking toward the station. She moved one foot past the other in small, deliberate steps, treating each movement as a task that had to be commanded and completed.
She passed familiar neighbourhood landmarks, including the pavement outside the abortion provider’s house. [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had once avoided those tiles, but Elena crossed them now because her daughter was dead and the detour had become too costly for her body.
On the walk to the station
Elena Meets Roberto on the Way
Outside the bank, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) encountered [Roberto](entity:character-recall-character-roberto-951125a95b43), who told her that [Mimí](entity:character-recall-character-mim-1cc45b48902e) sent her love and offered another haircut. He had already deposited Elena’s pension cheque, and she thanked him while keeping her thoughts away from the afternoon of [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s death.
Roberto said he missed Rita. Elena did not believe he had killed her, but she also did not accept his words as evidence; she pressed on toward the station, focused on catching the train and reaching [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d).
The ten o’clock train that morning
Elena Boards the Train
At the station, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) waited for the crowd to thin before getting aboard. A stranger offered her a seat, and she managed to sit, though another passenger soon demanded room to pass and she could not move her legs aside as he wanted.
Once seated, Elena watched the trees and houses blur outside the window and measured the journey by the pills that would eventually stop working. The trip brought her toward [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) while repeatedly exposing the limits of her body in public.
During the morning train ride
Elena Remembers the Support Group
The train journey recalled [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s earlier trip with [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) to the Parkinson’s meeting at [Hospital de Clínicas](entity:location-recall-location-hospital-de-cl-nicas-91e582dcdfae). There, Elena had seen patients whose symptoms made her fear the course of her own illness, though she did not yet recognize herself in any of them.
She remembered Rita pushing her through a train door when Elena struggled to board and telling her to try harder. The memory carried both Rita’s impatience and the effort she made to keep her mother moving.
Late morning
Elena Reaches Constitución
At Plaza Constitución, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) waited for the other passengers to leave the carriage, then hauled herself up from the seat and protected her handbag because it contained her pills. She moved through the station’s crowd, refusing a stranger’s offer to help and guarding the small independence she still possessed.
She had to decide how to continue toward [Belgrano](entity:location-recall-location-belgrano-f755ac28e044) before the medication waned. The subway threatened to leave her trapped underground if she could not get up at the next stop, so she chose to find a taxi instead.
Around midday
Elena Takes a Taxi
[Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) directed a taxi driver along the route toward [Belgrano](entity:location-recall-location-belgrano-f755ac28e044). As the car moved through the city, she swallowed a pill with difficulty, sliding sideways across the seat to help it pass her throat, then waited for the medicine to begin working.
The driver talked about drinking, his wife, and the country while Elena lay nearly horizontal and watched what she could see of the car. His ordinary conversation sharpened her awareness of the experiences she had never allowed herself—drinking, driving, wearing a bikini, or taking a lover—and of how little time remained to try them.
Around midday
Elena Finds the Bronze Door
The taxi driver located the wooden door beside a Mexican restaurant, and [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) recognized the bronze fittings and knocker from her memory of the visit twenty years earlier. The taxi driver helped her out, then left her standing on the pavement as soon as she could take a step.
Elena touched the knocker and remembered [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) gripping it while pleading not to be taken inside. The unchanged door confirmed that she had reached the place she had set out to find.
Early afternoon
Isabel Admits the Debt Is Different
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) welcomed [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) into the house and served her tea with a straw. Elena explained that [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had died and asked Isabel to repay the old debt by lending her a body capable of investigating the death; she described her own limitations and the dead ends in the police inquiry.
Isabel said she could not help because she had killed Rita by wishing her dead for years. She clarified that she had never seen or spoken to Rita again, but believed the wishes bound her to the death in a way Elena’s idea of repayment did not acknowledge.
During their afternoon conversation
Isabel Rejects Motherhood
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) told [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) that she had never experienced herself as Julieta’s mother, despite feeding her, educating her, and caring for her. Marcos and his partner had been Julieta’s parents, while Isabel felt like a companion who had no proper name within the family.
Elena initially tried to defend the idea that holding and raising a child would eventually make Isabel a mother. Isabel rejected that assumption, exposing the distance between social expectations of motherhood and the life she had actually lived.
During the same conversation
Isabel Explains Her Pregnancy
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) recalled that the positive pregnancy test changed her understanding of her own decision. Before becoming pregnant, she had only imagined what she might do; once the pregnancy was inside her body, she knew she did not want to continue it.
She told [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) that people confuse thinking with knowing, and that lived experience reveals what abstract convictions cannot. Her account challenged [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s certainty from twenty years earlier and made the argument about abortion a conflict over who has the right to interpret another person’s body.
During the same conversation
Isabel Describes Her Marriage
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) described Marcos’s rape and the way he controlled her during the pregnancy, with nurses watching her day and night. She said that Marcos’s partner had been present during the assault and helped keep her under control in the months that followed.
She had once managed to leave Marcos’s clinic after being struck, but the address to Olga led instead to [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s intervention. Isabel’s account showed how her pregnancy and family life had been shaped by coercion from more than one direction.
During the afternoon visit
Elena Questions Her Own Motherhood
As [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) spoke, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s certainty about the debt and about motherhood began to falter. Isabel accused her of coming to use another woman’s body just as [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had done, and Elena could not clearly explain why she had asked for help in that way.
Elena also asked whether she had been a good mother and whether Rita might have feared inheriting her illness. Her questions exposed the gap between being a mother and knowing what her daughter had thought or felt.
Later in the afternoon visit
Isabel Reconsiders Rita’s Death
[Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) asked what could have driven [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) to enter a church during a storm when she had spent her life avoiding lightning. She suggested that Rita might have gone there because something frightened her more than the storm, or because she had begun to want the danger she once feared.
Her questions offered no proof and no solution, but they unsettled [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s reliance on the rain as a complete explanation. Elena could still say that it had been raining, yet Isabel insisted that the weather alone could not reveal what Rita had known or chosen.
During Elena and Isabel’s conversation
The Cat Crosses Between Them
While [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) briefly left the room, her Siamese cat climbed onto [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a)’s lap and pressed against her hands. Elena resisted at first, remembering how [Antonio](entity:character-recall-character-antonio-67a89596869b) and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24) had condemned cats as filthy, but she eventually stroked the animal and allowed it to rest against her.
The cat later moved between the two women, and they both reached to pet it. Their shared attention offered a small, unspoken connection that neither argument about debt nor competing account of motherhood had produced.
Near the end of the afternoon
Elena Chooses to Keep Living
After taking another pill and waiting for it to work, [Elena](entity:character-recall-character-elena-b3497658465a) told [Isabel](entity:character-recall-character-isabel-26f33d189a6d) that she still wanted to live despite her illness and [Rita](entity:character-recall-character-rita-b4489b8aab24)’s death. She asked whether that desire made her arrogant, recalling that [Father Juan](entity:character-recall-character-father-juan-4e29695bd421) had accused her of pride for insisting on her own understanding.
Isabel told her not to keep the names other people gave her. Elena pet the cat with Isabel and admitted that she did not know what she would do next; for that day, the small act of touching the animal was enough.